Very confused today

Well I am at work but I do not feel exactly right. My eyes are feeling funny and my balance is a little off. I have the chills even though today it is now that cold. But I continue to work so that is a good thing. Maybe when I get off some medicine and rest will do me good. Got through Jayls's birthday yesterday she had a little party at school and got a MP3 player and digital camera with the normal dress up like a princess gear. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day.

Feeling Good

I am feeling ok lately. I finally am getting my jeep fixed so I can get back on the highway for travel. I got some pain medicine that seems to work for me so that is good. I get pain in my legs alot but it happens at night mostly. I think it is just being tired from being up all day. Hopefully I am entering remesion so maybe that will last for a while. I got my blood work for my diabetes and my A1C was 6.2 so that was good. My cholesterol numbers were ok but I am not producing enough good cholesterol so I am going to have to keep an eye on that. Otherwise I am doing ok.

Possible Nerve Damage

Well I was at work at my middle finger on my right hand straighten also like a stroke but I pulled it and it started back bending again. This is similar to what my leg did last week. I guess this is something I need to get used to. I ordered more shots they should be here Tuesday of next week because of the weather. Other than that it is business as usual.

Making It

That is the way I am feeling these days. Sometimes I feel as if I am just making it but other times I feel normal. This is one of the just making it days. I am not so much sore but my legs don't want to work right. If I walk with a limp I can walk but my legs have a mind of their own. The other day they just locked up and I can't help but wonder when that happens is that it then I press on and later it is fine. My doctors want me to take disability but I can't afford the pay cut right now. It is funny when I talk with new pharmacist and they ask how many times I have been hospitalized this year and I say none they act surprised. That may be why my legs are acting funny maybe I just expect something to happen. Tomorrow is another day hopefully a better one.

Happy New Year

I know it is a little late. Hopefully 2011 will be a better year than 2010. I got a lot of answers about my health in 2010 but none of was good. I though it was good thing I have been losing weight but it probably was my body getting ready to go through transformations for MS. But the kids seem happy so that is all that really matters.