Making It

That is the way I am feeling these days. Sometimes I feel as if I am just making it but other times I feel normal. This is one of the just making it days. I am not so much sore but my legs don't want to work right. If I walk with a limp I can walk but my legs have a mind of their own. The other day they just locked up and I can't help but wonder when that happens is that it then I press on and later it is fine. My doctors want me to take disability but I can't afford the pay cut right now. It is funny when I talk with new pharmacist and they ask how many times I have been hospitalized this year and I say none they act surprised. That may be why my legs are acting funny maybe I just expect something to happen. Tomorrow is another day hopefully a better one.